This week I took the blood glucose test and had my iron checked. Everything looked good...I'm guessing as the dr never called me to tell me otherwise.
We are likely going to have her a week early,on July 8th, as I will be having a c section due to some pre existing health conditions that make it scary to try and push a baby out. Dr's dont want you to go into labor if you're having a c section. It will be cool to go in and know you'll have a baby a few hours later. Scary but cool.
I've been filled with even more gratitude that grows daily. First for being able to be pregnant and second to be having an easy pregnancy this far. I still have anxiety daily that this isn't going to be. I don't think the anxiety is due to a lack of faith. I think it's having gone through a tramatic experience. This experience changed me. I will never forget all I have learned through these last 6 plus years. I will never take any of this for granted. I know our little lady is a miracle. A miracle that I don't know why I get to experience right now and not another. It's actually quite intimidating to think of all the amazing people I know who are waiting and working towards the hope of a miracle of their own. To you I say there is not a day that goes by I don't think of You! I look at my tummy and silently pray that you too will get to experience this in whatever way is in His will for you. I love you and respect you. I know in my own way what you are going through. I also know that this struggle has nothing to do with who you are right now. That is not how it works. You are already amazing and destined to be a force to be reckoned with. Keep your chin up. He loves you and is pleased with you. THAT is all that matters!
P.s. if you wonder what a c section is like...youtube has a video that explains everything...pretty amazing!
